Moment of Clarity
Time doesn't actually heals all wounds.
Time helps you get used to whatever pain you're going through.
Teaches you to be numb.- Stateless. -
Bit, bitter, bitterness
"Why are you so chippy about that? If that didn't happen, you probably won't be where you are right now. That experience made you, isn't it time you moved on?"
Well, yes and no.
Yes, it could be said that it's time to move on from the bitterness of the break and I am obviously moving on. But the healing isn't complete. So, no, it's not yet time to move on completely.
I'm just a kid having fun, but so long as the bitterness is there and the boredom does not set in, this show is worth catching.Besides, a bit of bitterness is what gives the meal its edge.- One day, I'll be far too confident to bother with bitterness, someday I won't be so self- consciously Teepsee about everything. -
Twenty - seven sticks of cigarettes.Two tablets of unprescribed meds.Eleven shots of tequila.Four glasses of Vodka- Redbull.Five (Or was it six? I lost count. Haha!) bottles of my fave beer.One massive asthma attack.Six days on a hospital bed.Thank God I'm still alive.*Sighs*- Okay, this one's really senseless. I just can't put into words what I really want to say. Geez, I'm still in awe. -
I'm Not Missing You - Stacie OrricoBeen through just about everything that I could go throughWhen it comes to relationshipsDon't know what I was missing or why I ain't listenWhen I told myself that was itNow here I go, hurt again'Cause of my curiousityNow that it's overWhat else could it be, he decides to cheatI made a promise never to settleWhy didn't I keep it?'Cause I hated the heartbreakCryin' and cheatin', the foolin' aroundBut I'm not missing youI'm not going through the motionsWaiting and the hoping you'd call meI'm not missing youYou might have had me openBut I must be going because I've got life to doI know I'm usually hanging onI used to hate to see you goneBut this time it's differentI don't even feel the distanceI'm not missing, I'm not missing youIt's a shame in a way 'causeI feel that I may not ever find the right one for meDid I leave him, is he right in front of my face Will my true love ever be?Why would I go on a search againWhen I know what the end will beWhat good is love when it keeps on hurting me?No, I can't be with you'Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left meI can't keep going through lifeUnaware of what I missedAnd the person that I could beLove's good when it's rightAnd when it's left in your memoryAll the times I let you downI guess love will be nice for someone else's lifeI'm not missing you.- Okay, so I got the new Stacie Orrico cd. Good pop music, man. See, I don't always talk about house music, I know how to appreciate other genres. Hehehe =p This track is one of my faves. Kept singing it the whole day. Can totally relate to it, don't ask. My mood's a bit better now, still pissed but not that pissed. If you know what I mean =) Thanks to that person who keeps on making me smile for the past few days. Yeah, you make me feel good. -
I just feel like smashing your face right now.You're so frickin' immature, so f*ckin' insecure.What do you still want from me anyway?Reality check; if it wasn't for me, you won't be having that smile on your face, believe me.The next time I want to see you, is to be on the wheel of a forklift truck going 200kph.Yeah, that would be ideal.- Pissed and stoked -
Go on, jump!
"Why live or even settle with what you have when you can have so much? C'mon, do something. We both know that it's all a risk. There's always something that we should take to see what lies for us beyond our fears.""Okay, so I've given myself a deadline. If nothing happens by the end of this month, I'm going to tell that person everything, and I mean everything that I've been through all these months, and I guess that's that, y'know. Then I'll know after that, there's a bigger chance for me to move on with my life. I mean, at least I've taken the risk of being hurt one last time just to show that person what I really feel. And that's, that... I hope. At least I can tell myself that I've done everything that I could. And still, if it doesn't work, then at least there will be no more 'what ifs' for me."- Pathetic. [Sighs] And I thought you were special.-
Party people, listen up!First Light Events Group and Motorola present:House of Om : DJ ColetteSeptember 23, 2006 Teatrino at The Promenade, Greenhills10PMAlso featuring DJ Anton Ramos (The Chill Out Project)Tickets at Php 400 with one free drink. For more details, call 857-6541. Check out her website: www.djcolette.com - Care to join me kids? =p -