Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Moment of Clarity

Time doesn't actually heals all wounds.

Time helps you get used to whatever pain you're going through.

Teaches you to be numb.

- Stateless. -

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Bit, bitter, bitterness

"Why are you so chippy about that? If that didn't happen, you probably won't be where you are right now. That experience made you, isn't it time you moved on?"

Well, yes and no.

Yes, it could be said that it's time to move on from the bitterness of the break and I am obviously moving on. But the healing isn't complete. So, no, it's not yet time to move on completely.

I'm just a kid having fun, but so long as the bitterness is there and the boredom does not set in, this show is worth catching.

Besides, a bit of bitterness is what gives the meal its edge.

- One day, I'll be far too confident to bother with bitterness, someday I won't be so self- consciously Teepsee about everything. -

Sunday, October 15, 2006

In disbelief

Twenty - seven sticks of cigarettes.

Two tablets of unprescribed meds.

Eleven shots of tequila.

Four glasses of Vodka- Redbull.

Five (Or was it six? I lost count. Haha!) bottles of my fave beer.

One massive asthma attack.

Six days on a hospital bed.

Thank God I'm still alive.


- Okay, this one's really senseless. I just can't put into words what I really want to say. Geez, I'm still in awe. -

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Beautiful awakening

I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
'Cause of my curiousity
Now that it's over
What else could it be, he decides to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Cryin' and cheatin', the foolin' around

But I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and the hoping you'd call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I've got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing, I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way 'cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

No, I can't be with you
'Cause I'm scared felt like
I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person that I could be
Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life
I'm not missing you.

- Okay, so I got the new Stacie Orrico cd. Good pop music, man. See, I don't always talk about house music, I know how to appreciate other genres. Hehehe =p

This track is one of my faves. Kept singing it the whole day. Can totally relate to it, don't ask.

My mood's a bit better now, still pissed but not that pissed. If you know what I mean =)

Thanks to that person who keeps on making me smile for the past few days. Yeah, you make me feel good. -

Tuesday, September 26, 2006


I just feel like smashing your face right now.

You're so frickin' immature, so f*ckin' insecure.

What do you still want from me anyway?

Reality check; if it wasn't for me, you won't be having that smile on your face, believe me.

The next time I want to see you, is to be on the wheel of a forklift truck going 200kph.

Yeah, that would be ideal.

- Pissed and stoked -

Monday, September 18, 2006

Go on, jump!

"Why live or even settle with what you have when you can have so much? C'mon, do something. We both know that it's all a risk. There's always something that we should take to see what lies for us beyond our fears."

"Okay, so I've given myself a deadline. If nothing happens by the end of this month, I'm going to tell that person everything, and I mean everything that I've been through all these months, and I guess that's that, y'know.

Then I'll know after that, there's a bigger chance for me to move on with my life. I mean, at least I've taken the risk of being hurt one last time just to show that person what I really feel. And that's, that... I hope.

At least I can tell myself that I've done everything that I could. And still, if it doesn't work, then at least there will be no more 'what ifs' for me."

- Pathetic. [Sighs] And I thought you were special.-

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

She's back!

Party people, listen up!

First Light Events Group and Motorola present:

House of Om : DJ Colette

September 23, 2006
Teatrino at The Promenade, Greenhills

Also featuring DJ Anton Ramos (The Chill Out Project)

Tickets at Php 400 with one free drink.

For more details, call 857-6541.

Check out her website:

- Care to join me kids? =p -