Thursday, December 29, 2005


"Got tired". Damn.

Nagising ako dun ah.

I've been honest about things,

When I don't like something, I make sure the person concerned knows that.

"I don't like this, I don't like that. I don't like you."

The thing is,

I felt I wasn't treated the same honest way.

That's what I feel bitter about.

Plus, there's that phrase "constructive dismissal".

Always springs into my mind.

Was I sacked or did I resign on my own?

Enlighten me.

But then again,

Why do I still bother? Why do I still care?

I have no frickin' idea.

I still don't get it, honestly.

Am I really that stupid or just plain dumb?

Or maybe, I'm just too nice.


- Bear with me as I ramble on. It's just one of those days. -

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

It's the season to be jolly...

teepsee: hey ****, happy holidays! :D

soulmate: merry christmas din

After two years of not speaking to each other, THAT made my day.

God, I'm so happy. Sheeshh.

To Everyone, Happy holidays! =)

Monday, December 12, 2005

Killing Me

I don't mind the abuse
It fills in time
When I'm not much used
But it's killing me, killing me slowly

They all say I'm too restless,
But words cut deep
When you're defenceless
And they're killing me, but killing me slowly

There was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave, 'cause I've grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek 'cause I'm scared to fall?
But I just don't know you
And you don't know me at all

I've been told that love's a celebration
But I've lost faith through frustration
And it's killing me, but killing me slowly

You paint my picture black
The joke's on me and I don't want to laugh
Remember the good times,
Won't you bring them back someday, somehow

I don't mind feeling blue
If I could smile just like you do
And it's killing me, killing me slowly

I can't go on alone
Pretending nothing's wrong
Maybe I just want to belong
Somewhere, somehow, somehow...

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Famous Last Words

You say you heard every word, but I watched you turn away
Your eyes grew colder than winter
"Love is so intrusive," I thought I heard you say
And laugh so unconvincingly

Famous last words, "I'm not ready yet"
"I won't be gone a minute"

Narrow is the road and too high a price to pay
When loneliness is such a sanctuary
Empty are the musings and wasted are the days
When you say you were only waiting

Famous last words,
"If tomorrow never comes, will I ever know that I was in love?"

I was in love,
In love

You say you heard every word,
I watched you turn away
You were only waiting....

Thursday, December 01, 2005


We didn't think it'd last beyond summer
I met her father, she met my mother
We didn't have anywhere else to go
She said to me,
"When we grow older, will we still need young love on our shoulders?"

Now, I wonder
"Does it just fade away?
Will we ever know?"

She touched my face and called me her saviour
I never thought that I'd need another

Your cool suburban sun
You're foolin' every one
You win some, you lose some....

- Just being cheeky. Go figure =) -