Clueless
"Got tired". Damn.Nagising ako dun ah.I've been honest about things,When I don't like something, I make sure the person concerned knows that."I don't like this, I don't like that. I don't like you."The thing is, I felt I wasn't treated the same honest way.That's what I feel bitter about.Plus, there's that phrase "constructive dismissal". Always springs into my mind.Was I sacked or did I resign on my own?Enlighten me.But then again,Why do I still bother? Why do I still care?I have no frickin' idea.I still don't get it, honestly.Am I really that stupid or just plain dumb?Or maybe, I'm just too nice.Hah.- Bear with me as I ramble on. It's just one of those days. -
It's the season to be jolly...
teepsee: hey ****, happy holidays! :D
soulmate: merry christmas din
After two years of not speaking to each other, THAT made my day.
God, I'm so happy. Sheeshh.
To Everyone, Happy holidays! =)
Killing Me
I don't mind the abuseIt fills in time When I'm not much usedBut it's killing me, killing me slowly They all say I'm too restless, But words cut deep When you're defenceless And they're killing me, but killing me slowly There was a time when we were fine And I could tolerate youI do believe that you should leave, 'cause I've grown to hate you Should I be weak and turn my cheek 'cause I'm scared to fall? But I just don't know you And you don't know me at all I've been told that love's a celebration But I've lost faith through frustration And it's killing me, but killing me slowly You paint my picture blackThe joke's on me and I don't want to laugh Remember the good times,Won't you bring them back someday, somehow I don't mind feeling blue If I could smile just like you do And it's killing me, killing me slowly I can't go on alone Pretending nothing's wrong Maybe I just want to belong Somewhere, somehow, somehow...
Famous Last Words
You say you heard every word, but I watched you turn awayYour eyes grew colder than winter"Love is so intrusive," I thought I heard you sayAnd laugh so unconvincinglyFamous last words, "I'm not ready yet""I won't be gone a minute"Narrow is the road and too high a price to payWhen loneliness is such a sanctuaryEmpty are the musings and wasted are the daysWhen you say you were only waitingFamous last words,"If tomorrow never comes, will I ever know that I was in love?"I was in love,In loveYou say you heard every word,I watched you turn awayYou were only waiting....
Questions
We didn't think it'd last beyond summerI met her father, she met my motherWe didn't have anywhere else to goShe said to me, "When we grow older, will we still need young love on our shoulders?"Now, I wonder "Does it just fade away? Will we ever know?"She touched my face and called me her saviourI never thought that I'd need another
Your cool suburban sunYou're foolin' every oneYou win some, you lose some....- Just being cheeky. Go figure =) -